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ometimes i don’t know why i do what i do until its all said and done. its irritating as fuck. only because that shit will get my ass in fucking trouble. i say things i don’t mean, and do things i really don’t want to do. i’m the worst with patience. i know for damn sure if i practiced my patience, i would be such a better person. everyday is a damn challenge for me.. i know what i should do but i don’t because someone will be unhappy with me. and i believe that is my biggest problem.. i need to put myself first sometimes.. bet my life would be a hell of a lot easier.. and better.. i don’t know.. for some reason i can’t find myself to be selfish.. when it matters anyway..
for some reason i am obsessed with cottages. and one day thats what my home will be.